rihanna says it best

These last couple days have been hard for me. I honestly couldn't tell you why. With the ridiculous amount of homework on my plate and keeping in touch with friends and family after a while gets stressful. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and family more than anything in the world, but don't you ever just want to shut the world out and be alone? There are more than 6 billion people on this earth. There's no way I'll ever be alone even if I wanted too. As school progresses, and my routine seems to be the same almost everyday. Get up, get ready, go to school, hopefully learn something, come home, go to bed and then do it all over again the next day. Life can be so boring at times. 


I better be grateful for the "boring" moments in my life because sooner or later they will end. I will be graduating from high school in 2 years, going to college, and then eventually I will get married. Wow, what a crazy thought. I have absolutely no idea what I want to be when I get older. Everybody keeps asking me what I want to do with my life. My parents ask me almost everyday and it seems like that's the only thing I talk to them about. The whole college thing seems to be way to confusing for me right now. They ask me where and what I will do when I'm done high school. And as of right now, I don't know. But hopefully someday when they ask me again, I'll know. 


But right now, I'm just going to live my life. 

The Futures Unknown